Haiz i have to get personal now because i dont think i can take it le. There is a girl in my class i like. But she doesnt seem to like me! But people keep telling me "DION!AIYO dont be like that! U still got hope!". But i can seriously tell those people that i am a complete useless asshole and fat some more cannot do anything right!Cause ever since pri school to now i rarely wins expect for games, i cannot do anything or watsoever. I believe that a complete retard like me would not be like by anyone! I want to confess and watsoever but i am a complete coward! I scare she reject me...i hate myself!!! a lot. Can't i be like someone more brave and a winner! Why muz this kind of thing befall me. I did nothing wrong . In my brain i have a negative thought of myself. Haiz i guess it cant be force? Love wat can i say? This thing is driving me mad when i see her with another guy, i was dam jealous! And no matter wat!It seem to me that i has no hope and i cant believe on myself... I can almost go mental i tell u. Normally i would be smiling and be positive but now i lost everything...i had became a negative idoit!
For ppl who visit this blog ,u can scold me or watsoever cause i am a complete loser.
May this be not my final entry for this blog...